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Live Threw Pain..It's Insane..

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... [11 May 2005|10:47pm]
[ mood | crying ]

I dont want to fall in love.. i dont...but i did...

I'm Left Out Lonely

New Poem [08 May 2005|06:05pm]
A New Poem..


I'm sitting in the dark
On My Arm I Have a Huge Mark
Its still bleeding
leeking
its not curing my feeling
the first time where cutting didnt help me
now im sitting here so lonely
you cant understand
you're not god on this land

im feeling so despret in this dark
thanx to you im stuck with that mark
depression seams to be my lifestyle
i've been in it for quite a while
my way to deal with life is cutting
im no longer going to try stopping
i cant stand crying every nights
in lonely places without glowing lights
my life just seams to be over
but my body seams to want to stay here forever

my tears crawling down my cheek
at the same time my blood leaks
my knife is right beside me
come if you dont believe me you'll see


[[To be Continued]]
I'm Left Out Lonely

Present =) [07 May 2005|03:20pm]
I'm Left Out Lonely

[06 May 2005|08:28pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

WHATS WRONG JEHSSY?? OMG JESS ARE YOU OKAY?? PLEASE TELL ME WHATS WRONG JESS! =( FINE! Wanna know? CLICK HERE!Collapse )

I'm Left Out Lonely

Myspace [06 May 2005|06:23pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

I'm now part of myspace!!
< 3

I'm Left Out Lonely

Presents =O [06 May 2005|07:29am]
[ mood | high ]

I've Brought Presents!! =DCollapse )

1 Kept Me Company |I'm Left Out Lonely

Trent.. For You.. [03 May 2005|11:46pm]
[ mood | In Love.. ]

Trent. I Love you. And For You, I'm Ready To LEarn The Word I Love You In One Hundred Different Ways...So I Could Tell You Them All Someday.. <3 The Ones Bold Are The Ones I Know...



English - I love you
Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian - Yes kez sirumen
Bambara - M'bi fe
Bangla - Aamee tuma ke bhalo aashi
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a
Catalan - T'estimo
Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)
Creol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te

Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Elvish (from The Lord of The Rings, by J.R.R. Tolkien)- "Amin mela lle" (thanks Becca!)
Esperanto - Mi amas vin
Estonian - Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian - Afgreki'
Faroese - Eg elski teg
Farsi - Doset daram
Filipino - Mahal kita
Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore
Frisian - Ik hâld fan dy
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha Au Ia`oe (Thanks Craig)
Hebrew - Ani ohev otah (to female)
Hebrew - Ani ohev et otha (to male)
Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Icelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru

Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Konkani - Tu magel moga cho
Korean - Sarang Heyo
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Luxembourgeois - Ech hun dech gäer (Thanks Nadine! x2)
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Mandarin Chinese - Wo ai ni
Marathi - Me tula prem karto
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
Norwegian - Jeg Elsker Deg
Pandacan - Syota na kita!!
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian - Doo-set daaram
Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Romanian - Te iubesc
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian - Volim te
Setswana - Ke a go rata
Sign Language - ,\,,/ (represents position of fingers when signing'I Love You')

Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
Sioux - Techihhila
Slovak - Lu`bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
Swedish - Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
Surinam - Mi lobi joe
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
Thai - Chan rak khun (to male)
Thai - Phom rak khun (to female)
Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
Vietnamese - Anh ye^u em (to female)
Vietnamese - Em ye^u anh (to male)
Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di
Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh
Yoruba - Mo ni fe

I'm Left Out Lonely

TABANAK [03 May 2005|08:37pm]
[ mood | sad ]

I LOVE TRENT
But he does NOT love me.. =(
LIFE SUCKS WITH LOVE STORIES! =P
I'm Left Out Lonely

So True.. [03 May 2005|06:49pm]
[ mood | Meh ]

Test ResultsCollapse )

8 Kept Me Company |I'm Left Out Lonely

I Wrotted A Poem .. [03 May 2005|06:29pm]
[ mood | Meh ]

Why
By Jehssy =D
About; A Poem To Describ How I Feel Inside.. It's dedicated To My Mom's Ex boyfriend.


Did You Know
Even Tho
You Thought It Would Be Funny
You Ruined Me
You Make Me Cry Like A Baby
You Became My Worst Nightmare
When They Mention You I Get So Scare
Why Did You Give Me Hell?
How Bout I Get A Bridge And Fell..
You Calling Me Fat Didnt Help
Is Fat a Girl Who Weights 105LBS?
Im Only 15 Years Old..
You Made Me Suffer What Other Girls Usually Dont..
Why Did Mom Go Out With You?

Why Do I Still Cry In My Pillows?
Why Did I Suffer Because Of You
Why DId I Suffer Wut U Had To Do?
Why Did You Do It To My Sister Too?
SHES YOUR DAUGHTER!
You're Girl!
She Doesnt Need To Get Tuched..
Why Did You Have To Live?
Why Can't Realize Wut U Did?
Open Your Eyes
And Notice One Day
We Will Run Away
To Pay Back..

We've Suffered The Same Over Years
4 Exact if It's Not More
Oh Wait it's 6
You Made Me SO SICK
YoU've Got Me Now Planty Of Fears
I Cant Go OUT afteer DarK!
Because Mom Says You Might Be Near..
Just One Warning You Should Get!
Never Get Near Me or My Sister
Unless You Want To Regret..

I'm Left Out Lonely

Community [03 May 2005|06:23pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Im Trying out for this one. It looks great! =)



Now I'm actually hoping to be accepted. =)

I'm Left Out Lonely

I Might Join.. [01 May 2005|11:12am]
[ mood | indifferent ]

o.O;


I Totally Said Might!! I Gave application.. Not sure i'll be accepted. XD

2 Kept Me Company |I'm Left Out Lonely

Kyle Wrote Me a Poem! [01 May 2005|11:03am]
[ mood | cheerful ]





If You Were Here


If you where here,
I will be the happiest person ever,
I pray all the nights,
for us to be together
I want to meet you,
Thats my most wanted dream,
I want to share great moments with you,
From the very start our friendship begin
Your my best friend,
Even tough our friendship is on-line,
Your a special friend,
and this friendship is going to end fine
Your special and important for me,
and I imagine if you where here,
all the great moments we can have,
Our friendship will last for years
If you where here,
My face will be a big and happy smile,
Our friendship will last forever,
till the day our souls says goodbye


From Kyle
1 Kept Me Company |I'm Left Out Lonely

So Deep That It Didnt Even Bleed.. [01 May 2005|10:54am]
[ mood | awake ]

Alonne At HomeeeCollapse )

2 Kept Me Company |I'm Left Out Lonely

Ashley's Poem To Jehssy [01 May 2005|02:24am]
[ mood | silly ]



Poem Named;

You’re my idol!!


Jehssy you were my first wife,
to you, Jehssy, I owe my life,
I was so close, about to cut myself with the knife,
but then you told me it’ll be alright.
You always make me smile,
just to meet you, I’d run 40 miles!
I laughed so much when you told me about Billy,
Oh god, Jehssy, you’re so silly!
Jehssy you’re one of my best friends,
We will luff eachother till the end!
When you feel sad and $u1c1d@l,
Just remember, YOU’RE ASHLEY’S IDOL!


Luff you! From Ashley <3
1 Kept Me Company |I'm Left Out Lonely

Piccehs [27 Apr 2005|02:37am]
[ mood | Cwazy ]


Piccehs Of MOI!

1 Kept Me Company |I'm Left Out Lonely

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